So, I had this thing I wanted to try out, this “saturn conjunct south node” thing. I’d heard some buzz about it, something about past lives and karma. Sounded kinda cool, so I thought, why not give it a shot?
First off, I had to figure out what this whole “south node” deal was. Turns out, it’s part of astrology. Not really my usual thing, but hey, I’m open to new experiences. I did some digging and found out that the south node is supposed to be about your past, like, your past lives and the stuff you’re good at from those lives. It’s like your comfort zone, but also where you might be kinda stuck.
Then there’s Saturn. This dude’s all about rules, limitations, and hard work. When he’s hanging out with the south node, it’s supposed to mean that you’ve got some serious karma to deal with. Like, maybe you were a strict teacher in a past life, or maybe you had some authority issues. Who knows?
So, I started by getting my birth chart done. You can find websites online that’ll do it for free. You just gotta put in your birth date, time, and place. Easy peasy. Once I had my chart, I found my south node. It’s this little horseshoe-looking symbol. Then I looked to see if Saturn was right next to it. That’s the conjunction part.
My Process
- Getting my birth chart: I found a website online and punched in my birth details.
- Finding my south node: I looked for the little horseshoe symbol on my chart.
- Checking for Saturn: I saw if Saturn was chilling right next to my south node.
- Doing some self-reflection: This is where it got interesting. I started thinking about my life, my patterns, and the challenges I face. I tried to see if there were any connections to this whole Saturn-south node thing.
Once I found the symbols, I started to think. I thought a lot about my life, my behaviors, and the things that always seem to trip me up. Did I have any repeating patterns? Was I always the one trying to control things? Did I have a hard time letting go? Honestly, it was a bit of a mind trip. I started journaling about it, just to get my thoughts out. I wrote down my fears, my insecurities, and the things I felt were holding me back.
For example, I realized I have a real problem with authority. I always feel like I have to be in charge, and I don’t like it when people tell me what to do. Could this be some past life stuff coming up? Maybe I was a control freak in a past life and now I gotta learn to chill out. I also noticed that I tend to be pretty hard on myself. I set these high standards and then beat myself up when I don’t meet them. Saturn’s influence, perhaps?
It’s been a real eye-opener, this whole thing. I don’t know if I totally buy into the past life stuff, but it’s definitely given me some food for thought. I’m starting to see patterns in my life that I hadn’t noticed before. I’m not saying it’s all because of Saturn and the south node, but it’s an interesting way to think about things. I’ve kept journaling and reflecting and I feel like I am starting to make a change.
I’m trying to be more aware of my behavior, to be a little easier on myself, and to let go of the need to control everything. It’s not easy, but it’s a work in progress. This whole Saturn conjunct south node thing might just be a bunch of astrological mumbo jumbo, but if it helps me become a better person, then I’m all for it. I plan to keep exploring this, maybe even talk to an astrologer to get a deeper understanding. Who knows what else I might discover about myself?
