Okay, so today I messed around with the 4th pentacle of Saturn. I’ve been getting into this stuff lately, and I figured, why not give it a shot and see what happens? I’m not gonna lie, it felt a little weird at first, but I’m all about trying new things.
Getting Started
First, I gathered my stuff. I needed a quiet place, which, let’s be real, is hard to find in my house. I ended up in my closet – don’t judge! I also had a candle, some paper, and a pen. I even printed out a copy of the pentacle itself, just to make sure I got it right.
The Process
- Setting the Mood: I lit the candle, dimmed the lights (as much as you can in a closet), and took a few deep breaths. I tried to clear my head and just focus on what I was about to do.
- Drawing the Pentacle: Now, I’m no artist, but I did my best to draw the pentacle on the paper. I used a pencil cause it is the best tool to draw on paper. It took a couple of tries, but eventually, I had something that looked reasonably close to the picture I printed.
- Focusing My Intent: This was the tricky part. I held the paper with the pentacle and tried to visualize what I wanted. The 4th pentacle is supposed to be about bringing about ruin and destruction, so I picked something specific that I wanted to, well, “ruin.” It was something that had been bugging me for a while, a real obstacle in my life.
- Speaking the Words: I found some invocations online, some suggested words to say while focusing on the pentacle. Honestly, I felt a little silly chanting in my closet, but I went with it. I spoke the words clearly and with as much conviction as I could muster.
- Waiting and Watching: After I finished the invocation, I just sat there for a while, holding the pentacle and continuing to focus my intent. I tried to keep my mind clear and just let the energy flow. After a few minutes,I put everything away.
The Aftermath
So, did it work? Well, it’s still early days, but I gotta say, I do feel…different. It’s hard to explain. Like a weight has been lifted, or maybe like something has shifted. I’m definitely going to keep an eye on the situation I was focusing on and see if anything changes. It is important to me to wait and see the result. This experiment is fun and interesting.
Overall, it was a pretty interesting experience. Would I do it again? Maybe. It definitely felt powerful, even if I’m still not 100% sure what to make of it all. I’ll keep you guys posted if anything major happens!
