Okay, so I wanted to figure out what this guy I’ve been seeing really feels about me. I’m not gonna lie, I’m kinda into him, and my brain’s been going a mile a minute. I thought, “Why not try a tarot reading?” I’ve dabbled before, but I’m definitely no expert. So, I searched for “tarot what he feels for you free” to see what I could find online.
I started by just clearing my head. I took a few deep breaths, lit a candle (mostly for the vibes, honestly), and tried to focus on him and my question. It’s hard to quiet the “what ifs,” you know?
My Card Pull
I don’t use my own deck but use the online tools, I shuffled the virtual deck, focusing all my energy on getting an honest answer. Then, I drew three cards.
- Card 1: The Past. I pulled the “Two of Cups”. It shows like two people holding the cups. I searched the means, and it says that, at least, we had a pretty solid connection starting out. There was a real sense of partnership and mutual attraction. Okay, that felt accurate!
- Card 2: The Present. This one was the “Five of Pentacles”. The image is kinda sad for me. It turns out that things might be a little rocky right now. Maybe there’s some distance, or we’re feeling a bit insecure or unsupported. Ouch. But also…yeah, I could see that.
- Card 3: The Potential Future. Whew, I got the “Ten of Cups” here! This card makes me think about happy family and joyful. So maybe, just maybe, there’s hope for a really happy, fulfilling relationship down the line. It suggests emotional abundance and working through challenges to get to a good place.
After pulling the cards, I spent some time just looking at them. And I Googled to get a better sense of their general meanings, since, like I said, I’m a beginner.
I tried to connect the cards to my actual situation. Like, the “Five of Pentacles” really resonated because we haven’t been communicating as much lately, and I’ve been feeling a little insecure about where things stand. It’s almost like the cards were calling me out!
Ultimately, the reading gave me some things to think about. It didn’t magically tell me exactly what he’s feeling, but it gave me a framework. The “Ten of Cups” in the future position definitely gave me a little boost of hope. I know it’s not a guarantee, but it suggests that if we can work through the current challenges, there’s potential for something really good.
I wrote down the cards I pulled and my initial thoughts in my journal. I think I’ll revisit this in a few weeks and see how things are progressing. It’s kind of a fun way to check in with myself and my feelings, even if it’s not a perfect science.
