Okay, so today I wanted to try something a little different. I’ve been feeling a bit stuck lately, like I’m at a crossroads and just can’t make a decision. So, I thought, why not try a little tarot reading? I’m no expert, but I’ve dabbled a bit, and I figured the “4 of Swords” card, especially reversed, might give me some insight.
Getting Started
First, I cleared my space. I just tidied up a bit, lit a candle, and put on some chill music. Nothing fancy, just enough to make me feel a bit more focused. I grabbed my deck and shuffled it a few times, trying to think about the general question I had: Should I go for this new opportunity or stick with what I’m doing?
The Draw
I cut the deck and flipped over the top card… and there it was, the 4 of Swords, reversed. My first thought was, “Uh oh, what does that mean?” I vaguely remembered the upright 4 of Swords is all about rest and recovery, so reversed… that felt like the opposite.
Digging Deeper
I pulled out my little guidebook and started reading. It talked about the reversed 4 of Swords indicating restlessness, burnout, and not taking enough time to recharge. It also mentioned rushing into things without proper planning. Honestly, it kind of hit home. I’ve been feeling super restless and anxious lately, and I definitely haven’t been prioritizing rest.
My Interpretation
Instead of a simple “yes” or “no” answer, which, let’s be real, I wasn’t really expecting, the card seemed to be telling me to slow down. It wasn’t a “don’t do it” but more of a “hold on, are you sure you’re ready?” message. Like, am I jumping into this new thing because it’s genuinely the right move, or am I just running away from my current situation because I’m feeling overwhelmed?
Reflecting and Taking Action
So, I spent some time journaling about it. I listed out the pros and cons of this new opportunity, and I tried to be really honest with myself about my motivations. I also made a list of things I could do to address that feeling of burnout, like taking some time off, actually using my vacation days, and getting back into a regular sleep schedule.
- Pros and cons about a new opportunity.
- Why I am so restlessness?
- List of things to address that feeling of burnout.
It wasn’t a magical solution, and I still don’t have a definitive answer to my original question. But the 4 of Swords reversed, it gave me a nudge in the right direction. It reminded me to check in with myself and make sure I’m making decisions from a place of clarity, not chaos. And that’s something I really needed to hear.
