Alright, so, I did this tarot reading thing today, and let me tell you, it was kinda wild. I’ve been seeing this guy, right? And things are, well, they’re okay, but I’ve been getting these mixed signals. I mean, one minute he’s all sweet and attentive, and the next it’s like he’s a million miles away. So, like any normal person, I got curious. Does he actually love me? Or is this just some game?
I found this tarot spread online, the “Does He Love Me” spread. Sounds cheesy, I know, but I was desperate for some clarity. It’s a simple three-card thing. I got my deck out, the one my aunt gave me years ago. It’s got these beautiful, kinda spooky images on it. Anyway, I shuffled the cards, focusing on my question, like really focusing. You know, trying to channel all my energy into the cards, hoping they’d soak up my vibes and spit out some truth.
I laid out three cards face down, then flipped them one by one. First card, the Emperor. This dude looks serious, sitting on his throne, all authoritative and whatnot. I read somewhere that it can mean stability and, like, a solid foundation in a relationship. That got me a bit hopeful, I won’t lie. Made me think maybe this guy is actually serious about me. But then, the second card was the Nine of Swords. Major bummer. It’s this picture of a person in bed, looking all stressed and anxious, like they’re having a nightmare. I looked it up, and it’s all about overthinking and worrying. That hit a little too close to home. I mean, that’s basically me every night, wondering what’s going on in this guy’s head.
The final card… that’s the one that really threw me. I didn’t write down which card it was but I remember it was a positive one. It showed up and it gave me a bit of hope. Maybe the Nine of Swords was just about my own anxieties, not necessarily his feelings. Maybe I’m just overthinking things, and he actually does care. That’s what I’m hoping, at least.
So, yeah, that’s my tarot adventure. It didn’t give me a straight “yes” or “no” answer, which is frustrating but also kinda makes sense. Relationships are complicated, right? But it did give me something to think about. I need to chill out with the overthinking, for one. And maybe, just maybe, there’s something real here with this guy. I guess only time will tell, but for now, I’m feeling a little more hopeful than I was before. It’s funny how a few pieces of cardboard can do that, huh?
