Okay, so today I wanted to try something new with my tarot cards. I’ve been feeling kind of stuck lately, you know? Like, mentally exhausted and anxious about everything. So, I thought, why not see if the cards could shed some light on my feelings? I decided to focus on the 9 of Swords, because, well, it just seemed to resonate with what I’m going through. That image of someone sitting up in bed, head in their hands, surrounded by swords? Yeah, that’s pretty much me right now.
Getting Started
First things first, I got myself comfortable. I lit a candle, put on some chill music, and just took a few deep breaths to clear my head. Then, I shuffled my deck while thinking about my feelings and what I wanted to understand better. It’s important to set an intention before you start, right?
The Reading
I laid out a simple three-card spread – past, present, and future. And guess what? The 9 of Swords landed right in the present position. Talk about hitting the nail on the head. I took a good look at the card, really studying the details. It made me think about all those sleepless nights I’ve had lately, worrying about things that might not even happen.
- Past: I got the Ace of Cups. This made me think back to a time when I was feeling really hopeful and excited about new beginnings. It reminded me that I’m capable of those positive emotions, even if I don’t feel them right now.
- Present: 9 of Swords, obviously. This was a confirmation of my current state of mind – anxious, overwhelmed, and maybe even a bit isolated in my worries.
- Future: The Star. This was a relief! The Star is all about hope, healing, and renewed faith. It suggested that I’m going to get through this difficult period and find peace again.
Reflecting on the Cards
After laying out the cards, I just sat there for a while, thinking about what they could mean in the context of my life. I wrote down my thoughts in my journal, trying to connect the imagery of the cards to my actual experiences. The 9 of Swords, for example, made me realize how much I’ve been letting my fears control me. It also made me see that a lot of my worries might be exaggerated or even completely unfounded.
Taking Action
This little tarot experiment was not a solution, but a start. The Star card gave me a bit of hope, but it also reminded me that I need to take action to get there. It’s not just going to magically happen. I decided to start with some small steps. I got this idea to make a list of things that are actually within my control and focus on those, instead of getting lost in the “what ifs.” And I think I’m going to try meditating again, even if it’s just for a few minutes each day. Baby steps, right?
I guess the biggest takeaway from this experience is that it’s okay to acknowledge my feelings, even the uncomfortable ones. The 9 of Swords might seem like a scary card, but it’s also a reminder that I’m not alone in feeling this way. And the Star card? Well, that’s a reminder that there’s always light at the end of the tunnel, even if I can’t see it right now. I just need to keep moving forward, one step at a time.
