Okay, here is my sharing about the “Nine of Swords Feelings” topic.
So, I had this crazy week, full of ups and downs, mostly downs if I’m being honest. I got myself into this whole tarot reading thing, not something I usually do, but hey, why not? And, guess what? I pulled out this card, the Nine of Swords. Sounds ominous, right?
I started to dig into it, just to see what the fuss is all about. This card, it’s like the universe’s way of telling you “you’re not okay, and that’s okay.” It’s all about those nights you spend staring at the ceiling, with your mind racing a mile a minute. Yeah, those nights.
I read through some stuff online and looked at different meanings, and, boy, was it a mixed bag. Some interpretations are all about doom and gloom, talking about nightmares, anxiety, and all that fun stuff. Others try to spin it positively, but let’s be real, when you’re in that dark place, it’s hard to see the light.
My Experience
I started feeling those vibes, you know? The restlessness, the self-doubt creeping in. I tried to meditate, do my usual routine, but it was like this card’s energy was just hanging over me. I even lost sleep over it, which is ironic, considering ‘insomnia’ is one of the things associated with this card.
- First day, I pulled the card. Didn’t think much of it.
- Second day, started feeling anxious. No real reason, just anxious.
- Third day, insomnia kicked in. I was up until 3 AM, just thinking about random stuff.
- Fourth day, I tried to talk to someone about it. They didn’t get it.
- Fifth day, I decided to just embrace it. I mean, what else could I do?
Figuring Things Out
I decided to look into it further and tried to figure out what it meant for relationships. Apparently, it can mean you’re worried about your relationship, or you’re bringing your anxiety into it. Makes sense, I guess. I realized I was doing both. Oops.
Then, there’s the whole thing about the reversed meaning. Some say it’s about overcoming these feelings, finding a way out of the darkness. I like that interpretation. It gave me some hope, even if it was just a tiny bit.
I did a few readings, just for fun. Sometimes, the Nine of Swords came up with the Knight of Pentacles. This, from what I gathered, is about working through those tough emotions, taking it slow and steady. I tried that. It’s not easy, but it’s something.
Anyway, that’s my story about the Nine of Swords. It’s a heavy card, but it also kind of forces you to face your fears, you know? I’m still figuring things out, but I thought I’d share this in case anyone else is going through something similar. Just remember, it’s okay to not be okay. And sometimes, a tarot card can be that wake-up call you didn’t know you needed. I guess, what I realized is that I can try my best to control it, not let it control me.
Peace out.
